u make me wanna lala

lol...okay..time to get personal..call this guy mirmo..heheh...hes my bf of course..he support me when i need him..he's the cure and he's the poison...i been with him almost three years...thanks mir for everything...he been through a lot things with me...i can read him and he can read me..we been together for too long until we know so much..thats scary...hohow...sometimes im scared if i been too long with him..and if anything happens..i can't let go...he's like part of me..well he likes black pepper steak..what a rough meat eater..he not really into chickens like us except tandoori chicken..he likes cars and mobile phones and loves lychees...durians too...his dream is to drive mazda rx-8...lol...i pray for him to achieve that...^_^

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I love yaoi!!!!kyaaaaaaaaaaa!

ha...some of u might be confuse..what is yaoi?? a pillow? type of food? or people? a guy? or a pet? no.....its a japanese meaning of guyxguy relationship, another meaning homosexual or gay whatsoever...but i only like anime okay? because they are cute and romantic!!!if u dont like this..ignore this post.

anyone loves yaoi plz tell me..haha..im just head over heels about it..mostly the one who like to read or watch yaoi anime or manga are girls...so im a fangirl..lol..

i like to draw anime too...i will show the one that i draw on next post...the image on the right is from popular yaoi anime series Junjou Romantica by Nakamura Shungiku. If you wanna read the manga, just visit mangafox and junjou info. or if u wanna watch u can watch it at youtube or download via torrent at aarinfantasy..owh, and junjou info is a blog made by malaysian..her name is Adlina..and she loves yaoi too..hehe..i wish i can be as brilliant as her..she studying overseas and can read japanese!not fair cuz i love Japan..one day i would like to learn Japanese and go to Japan...

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my childhood life

haha,this pic is funny, that is my sister on the right, and the left one is me!

ok to tell u the truth, my life is simple,

when i was small little kid, i never knew hows life been doing.. im trapped in my own house like a bird in a cage, i dont have many friends, im not really mix with other kids in my neighborhood...

my dad is a control freak..he never let me go to school trips, feel anything enjoyable...only he want is for me to study...im scared of him..he never really that kind of loving father, until now im not really in good terms with him..

there are so many rules for me to follow...he want me to obey all that...its hard but i been forced around...he is too strict..im not allowed to cross the road when i was in primary, i cant go out with my friends, play outdoors, and im only allow to play indoors but only on weekends...im pissed off with myself, im so naive, small and obedient..i never knew what fun is all about...so my childhood is so simple and not much to talk about...but because of him..i score 5 A's in my UPSR..but you know, he promise me to buy something special for that, but he didn't.He bought me a chess set but i was twelve that time and it is so not cool! What a life.

But. seriously, if I ever get married and have kids, I certainly wont treat them like that..I want the best for them...heh..

So anybody wanna share childhood stuff with me?? at least i can gain experiences..^_^

adjusting the sails

im new here and i wish everybody see this thg...im not really into blogs and tell people all about my life but i love to write thgs down...im studying,20 years old, just a normal college student, im a girl, and i love to eat chocolate and ice cream..yum..that really make my tummy suffer..im hungry.
well,to tell the truth my world does bit falling apart...from a circle of troublemaking friends..to alone is better way...too many friends does make you look cool but in the end the less and trustworthy friend much better...honestly i must not affected because of this..nothing cant stop me!!heh,..

im in last semester now, and on January im ready to leave my house and rent new apartment..yippie...im free..but im a bit worry if i cant cope things up myself..hey,im not a spoilt child or anything!!im juz not really ready yet, cuz my mom does the cooking, washing and stuff..heh..lol

i will tell u more about myself and my favs thing to do after this...^_^
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